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(6Reads ** Share) [10 Dec 2005|06:20pm] [ mood | pissed off ] I will never, ever be like him. No matter what anyone thinks or says, I know, I'll never let myself be like him.

(2Reads ** Share) [29 May 2005|08:07pm] Summer project = re-doing my room Anyone interested in helping? I think I might start soon.

( Share) [28 May 2005|02:22pm] [ mood | bored ] I got bored, so I decided I'd steal this from Nic and do it. ( ) smoked a cigarette ( ) smoked a cigar ( ) smoked anything else ( ) made out with a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car (x) been in love (x) been dumped ( ) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) been in a fist fight ( )snuck out of parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested ( ) made out with a stranger ( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend ( ) had a crush on a teacher ( ) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die ( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends (x) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar (x) eaten Sushi ( ) been snowboarding ( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship ( ) taken painkillers (x) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel (x) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely ( ) fallen asleep at work/school ( ) used a fake ID (x) watched the sun set ( ) felt an earthquake (x) touched a snake (x) been tickled ( ) been robbed ( ) robbed someone (x) been misunderstood (x) pet a reindeer/goat ( ) won a contest ( ) been suspended from school ( ) had detention (x) been in a car accident(i wasnt driving though) ( ) had braces (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (x) had deja vu ( ) danced in the moonlight (x) hated the way you look ( ) witnessed a crime ( ) pole danced (x) questioned your heart ( ) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean ( ) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep ( ) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) sung karaoke ( ) paid for a meal with only coins (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) made prank phone calls (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue ( ) kissed in the rain(i wish) (x) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe (x) watched the sun set with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles (x) made a bonfire on the beach ( ) crashed a party ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (x) gone rollerskating/blading (x) had a wish come true ( ) humped a monkey ( ) worn pearls ( ) jumped off a bridge ( )screamed "penis" in class (x) ate dog food (dog treats?) ( ) told a complete stranger you loved them (x) sang in the shower ( ) have a little black dress ( ) fucked in a park ( ) fucked in the bathoom (x) had a dream that you married someone (x) glued your hand to something ( ) got your toungue stuck to a pole ( ) kissed a fish (x) worn the opposite sexes clothes (x) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top ( ) had sex at a church (x) screamed at the top of your lungs ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel ( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night ( ) didnt take a shower for a week ( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree (x) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house (x) are scared to watch scary movies alone ( ) believe in ghosts ( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes ( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school ( ) gone streaking ( ) played ding-dong-ditch (x) played chicken fight ( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger ( ) broken a bone (x) been easily amused (x) caught a fish then ate it ( ) made porn (x) caught a butterfly (x) laughed so hard you cried (x) cried so hard you laughed ( ) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you ( ) cheated on a test (x) forgotten someone's name ( ) slept naked ( ) French braided someones hair ( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool ( ) been kicked out of your house That was kinda boring sorry.

(6Reads ** Share) [25 May 2005|08:47pm] [ mood | determined ] GOAL = GO TO PROM NEXT YEAR! haha. i got a whole year to find someone to take me. : P

(2Reads ** Share) [25 May 2005|07:40pm] [ mood | haha ] ooh! i almost forgot to mention this... wow, people are just amazing. funny things that made today even better. hah like thats possible "okay, now lets get dressed" - mrs. fetsco "the harder it is, the better it tastes" - larry, but someone said that was my motto? wow, makes me laugh even now. hah!

(2Reads ** Share) [25 May 2005|07:12pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | vindicated ] kinda slow week, nothing too special... can't quite remember what i did monday night, think it might have been with angela though yesterday was a normal boring tuesday at school. math test sucked, but oh well. drama club meeting after school. LAST NIGHT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! i got more sleep last night than i think i have in the past 2 weeks. i ended up falling asleep at 9:30. wow it was so nice. i could actually get up this morning. today was a pretty normal day, but i was in a really good mood cause of all of my sleep. we made ice cream in chem! that was sweet. and i had a final exam today for keyboarding, kinda dumb, i think i did okay though. after school ran to the bank and gas station, and then came home and did my homework. around 5 i went to the soccer game with lindsey and cassie. had some fun. nice job ladies! now i'm sitting at home trying to decide what to do with the rest of my night. who knows? i'm thinking maybe early to bed again tonight. seems to put me in a better mood. ahh long weekend this weekend, thank goodness for that. anyways, comment and make me feel loved, i need it right about now.

( Share) Everyone just needs to stop! [16 May 2005|09:56pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | girl - destiny's child ] Okay. No one has the right to be mad, if anyone does its me, and well I'm not. I'm glad everyone cares and is there to back me up, but honestly. I'm over it. 110% sorry I'm not 3505 over it like Niki is. Haha All of this is not worth losing a friendship over, and that's what I've realized today. I'm just gonna let things happen, and be happy. //Some feelings will never go away// I feel bad about all of this. I wish it never happened. It's all my fault too. But you gotta love the friends, thanks to everyone who watched me make a fool of myself today. I love you all for it. Summer = Boys of summer haha!

( Share) [15 May 2005|09:40am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | nothing ] So this weekend was CRAZY Friday after school I took a buncha people home, and then Jena and Jericca came over. Got ready to go out, and then went to the Jam Before Exams at school cause we got extra credit for it. Jena had to stay for Pops so me and Jericca went and got Bri, Cassie and Lindsey, and then it started pouring. So we went and got dinner, and by then it had stopped some, so we decided to go to Berkley Days anyway. Got there and walked around inside looking at stuff, then decided we wanted to ride rides so we bought tickets, we all went on the Gravitron and then bumper cars. We left and took everyone home. Came back and went to bed early. Yesterday I got up and talked to Lauren. Went shopping with her til about 3. And then back to her house. I got some cute shirts and a belt and perfume. Came home around 4, waited til 5. Picked up Cassie and Angela, went grocery shopping and came back here for dinner. Then the 3 of us and Bri went to Pops. it was sweet. After took Cassie and Angela home, then picked Cassie up again, and came back here. We started to watch the OC from 2 weeks ago, but quit. I ended up staying up til 2. What happened in between 11 and 2 I dont really wanna talk about. OH I'm so excited! I talked to Julie last night, and we're going on a trip this summer!! And Maddie's coming too!! And I felt like sucha dork planning it, but I know it will be amazing!! Ahh I can't wait for summer to come. Woke up at 7:30 this morning, wasn't too excited about that. Ahh. I'm in a great mood right now. Think I'm spending time with Maddie today, and that makes me happy. <3 Kelsey*Line WoW..too long.

(6Reads ** Share) [20 Apr 2005|09:35pm] I PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!! AHH! Today: Road Test @ 4 Done around 4:30 Secretary of State til about 6:00 ^visited Addie at work in between Came home and had dinner Maddie came and visited me Went to Walgreens (Maddie drove) Came back Grandparents came over for a bit Dropped Maddie's car off Went to Target and such Took Maddie home Now I'm here I'M SO HAPPY! <3 I love you.

(4Reads ** Share) Easter [28 Mar 2005|11:17pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | none ] Easter was pretty sweet this year. Saturday me and Spenser dyed Easter eggs at our dad's. That had to be the first time I think we ever did them there. Got up and looked for our eggs. I'm sweet and did it without my contacts or glasses, and still found them faster. Spenser said his were harder to find. Haha yeah right. Then dad made breakfast for us. And I watched Heartbreakers. Wow. Great movie. Then took a shower and got ready. Watched some more TV in bed. Then around 2 Ryan came over. We left around 2:30 to go to my uncles. With a stop along the way. We ended up driving around the block a few times before we actually went in. We wanted to wait for my mom. Spenser, Ryan and I hid the eggs we brought while we waited for everyone else. Then Meggan showed up and we went for a ride in her car. I'd say we went "crusin" but we didnt. Lol. We got back just in time to eat. I ate SO much. Gained all my weight back. Haha. After we ate everyone looked for eggs. That was cool. I guess. Then we all sat around and looked at what we got, just like when we were little. Found out there was dessert in the basement. Went down and ate some more. Then we made our bunny out of the gingerbread house. We left it up long enough to get some cute pictures of it, then it was gone. Poor little bunny. We decided to hang out with Megz, but we couldnt think of anything to do. We called Angela to see what she was doing. And finally left. Decided to go bowling, so we all got socks. And tried 2 different coinstar machines. Farmer Jack was closed. So we drove to Meijer. Meggan decided she wanted to play hide and seek. Bad idea. We almost got left cause she wanted to shop too. Wow. Crazy child. Angela called and we told her to meet us at the bowling alley. Bowling was amazing. First game I bowled a 158. Thats my best game ever. And Meggan fell in love. With Walter. Haha, if only she'd have talked to him, or even given him her number. Wow....too much fun. Went home and watched TV in bed. This morning I got up and called Ryan to see what was going on. My dad picked us up late so I showered and didnt really get to do my hair. And then I didnt match. So I looked ridiculous all day. Oh well. Whatever. Called Ryan and we hung out. Finally went to Coinstar. And got Tubby's for dinner. After I got home me and my mom went shopping. We were like Lauren and her mom. Haha. All clothes for the summer and such. It will be so nice when it is warm. Or my parents could take us with them. But no they wouldnt do that. But I get the car the week theyre gone, if I have a license then. AHH. I'm ending this now. It is WAY too long. You must be crazy if you cared enough to read it all! <3 ya! I love you baby.

(3Reads ** Share) [18 Mar 2005|04:09pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | one more sad song. ] Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers... IT'S FRIDAY! WOOO! So things have been going good. I've been spending more time with Lauren. And hanging out with Stephen. Wednesday night we went to Old Navy, Dunham's and Target. That was pretty fun. I was glad I got to talk to Lauren too. Yesterday after school I went over to Stephen's and waited for Lauren, while getting attacked by his dog. Then we went and picked up her varsity jacket. Then decided to go to Arby's for dinner. And just as we were about to leave this little girl came up to us and was like "My name is Sarah, I'm 7" and she had this book with her, and she started telling us about it and it was just strange, so we told her we had to go. Then we were gonna go to Meijer to just walk around. But instead we went to Gags and Gifts. Had a little fun. But then Lauren thought she saw the little girl so she wanted to leave, except it wasnt her. Then we went out to Dick's. Lauren liked the idea of that. After wandering around there for awhile, we went back to Stephen's and hung out for a little while, and then we both went home. Pretty eventful night. When we were out by the mall, we decided we were gonna go shopping tonight to get Stephen new clothes. Haha. Ooo Angela called me yesterday after school to see how I was doing. She made my day. It was amazing. I miss her 100% more than anyone can imagine. I need a break. Can't wait for Spring Break. Totally spending time with the girls. Oh and going back to work tomorrow. I need the cash. Gotta save up for some trips! :D <3 Always and Forever.

(1Read ** Share) [23 Jan 2005|02:07pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the ataris. ] So this weekend has turned out to be pretty good. Friday night I had a game and we won! That was exciting, and my grandparents were there. After the game we went back to my dad's for dinner and cake. After that Ryan and I were gonna come back here and watch a movie but it was too late. Yesterday I went over to Niki's around 1 and we watched The Terminal. Then we watched Sex, Lies & Obsession on Lifetime. That was a weird movie. I came home around 4:30. Ryan and Matt picked me up at 5:30 and then I went to Ryan's to watch his brother. Came home around 11:45. So far today I've just sat around, but we still have the rest of today and all of tomorrow. Yay for 3 day weekends. This is my new favorite song... Lately. The Ataris. Lately I've been feeling a little bit neglected. When it comes to your ex-boyfriends, well, I guess I'm overprotective. But it's nothing personal I just wanted you to tell me that you care. Lately I've been thinking bout' stickin' my hand in a toaster. I never asked to take a ride on this emotional roller-coaster It's you that I want, and lately it feels like you're not there. Lately I've been contemplating jumping in the ocean. Sometimes even Spock would show a little more emotion! Do you still love me now as much as you loved me yesterday? Chorus: I try to let it out... I bitch, I cry, moan, whine, scream and shout today, but the wall wouldn't listen to me! Why wouldn't it listen to me? I'm sick of always cryin' I don't wanna be sick of trying, but you've gotta want me too. Lately I've been hoping for a little bit of affection. Sometimes I wish that you had came with your own set of directions. I guess it's not that easy, but I hope that you still love me anyway Lately I've been thinkin' bout' takin' a vow of silence. I've never seen a monk result in any acts of violence. Or, maybe I'll just cry and hope you come around again today. Let's Go! Chorus: I try to let it out... I bitch, I cry, moan, whine, scream and shout today, but the wall wouldn't listen to me! Why wouldn't it listen to me? I'm sick of always cryin' I don't wanna be sick of trying, but you've gotta want me too.

(6Reads ** Share) [19 Jan 2005|07:40pm] [ mood | unmotivated. ] I need to get motivated. I need to start wanting to drive more so that my mom will let me take my road test. I need to make more of an effort to get my license, I just can't sit around and wait for it to happen. I just need some motivation.

(3Reads ** Share) [09 Jan 2005|07:28pm] [ mood | moody, like always. ] [ music | Lately. The Ataris. ] Do you still love me now, as much as you loved me yesterday? Okay, so I've been slacking, not much updating has been going on around here. Sorry. So this week back to school, woo. Not. Friday we had practice after school and then pictures. Then I hung out w/ Ryan and around 9 Jenny came over and she stayed the night. Yesterday we got up at like 6:30 and got ready, left at 7. Picked up Ryan, and went to Caribou. Then headed out to Sterling Heights High School for our tournament. We didn't win much but I had fun. Idk about everyone else though. After, I came home and showered and then hung out. Ryan called around 4 and then we went to his house and had dinner and played Wheel of Fortune. Haha I'm so good. It was a long day. Today I got up around 9:30 and showered and got ready for the day. And then I did most of my homework. Ryan picked me up and we hung out w/ Matt until he had to leave. Then we ran some errands and went back to his house and sat around while he did stuff. Then played some Wheel of Fortune. I love that game. After dinner I came home and thought about going out w/ my mom to pass out flyers, but decided to stay home and finish homework and be lazy. And now I'm here, not doing my homework. Hah. Figures. Tomorrow night is our game against Dondero. At Dondero. Everyone should be there. Please. Oh, my mom told me something, and she's normally right about everything, but can't she be wrong about this one thing? I hope she is. Red means stop. <3. I'm sorry. I miss you.

( Share) [28 Dec 2004|03:12pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | my stupid mouth. ] Okay, so I got a new phone for Christmas, and I want to download one ringer, just one. But here's the dilemma... I don't know which song to download, I wanna make it a good one, cause it's the only one i get...at least for now... ...if you have any suggestions PLEASE let me know! Thanks in advance. <3

(4Reads ** Share) [28 Nov 2004|10:31pm] [ mood | lazy ] Haven't updated in awhile, so here it goes. Thanksgiving was good. Lots of food, that made me happy, and then presents. It was all good. Laughed, a lot. Mostly at and with Meggan. After dinner I went to Ryan's and we hung out and waited to hear from Angela. Ended up going to her house and hanging out, came home around 11. Friday was absolutely AMAZING. There is no other way to describe it. It was the best birthday I've ever had, by far. I tried to sleep in, but that only lasted til about 10. Got up and watched tv and was lazy, then I got ready. My dad stopped by to give me flowers from him and Lisa,they're so pretty. I did a lot of sitting around, and then it was finally 3. The part of the day I'd been waiting for..for well..awhile. Ryan and Matt picked me up and we went and got Angela. Oh man, I was freaking out. I didn't know where we were going, it was insane. We ended up at the Rainforest Cafe. Dinner was AMAZING. We took Angela to some restaurant in Birmingham and then came back here. Oh man, I walked downstairs and everyone was here. It made me so happy! We watched Shrek 2 and then played Balderdash. Man it was great. The rest of the weekend really isn't all that important, a lot of movie watching and eating. Just being lazy. But it was much needed. Today I went out to dinner with my family for my birthday. My mom was gonna bake me a cake, but our oven burnt down, so that didn't happen. We went out and bought a cake. Ryan and Matt came over after dinner for cake and ice cream and then ended up talking to my family for awhile and then renting the Terminal. My mom got me flannel sheets for my birthday, along with my class ring. Sheets may sound boring, but not when you have THE coldest room in the whole house. Not so excited about going to school tomorrow. Anyways, thanks to everyone for making this the best birthday ever! I love you!

(1Read ** Share) [11 Nov 2004|10:40pm] I just received an email that said "paul thought that this would interest you. * * * ~ PERSONAL MESSAGE FROM paul ~ i am worried about you and your elephantitis." It made me laugh a lot. I haven't gotten email in forever. Except for the random articles Paul sends me in english all the time. Goodnight. <3

(1Read ** Share) [07 Nov 2004|09:42pm] [ mood | happy ] Last night was AMAZING. Yesterday was Abbi's birthday. The big 1-5. We had a nice little surprise for her, but the plans were not working out as originally planned. Ryan and I went to Angela's house at 6 to meet up with Angela, Abbi and Clare. That was surprise one. Then we all left from there and headed on to surprise number 2. We arrived at Joe's Crab Shack, and they told us it would be a 40-45min wait, so we went to Old Navy. I got a skirt for myself, and a shirt for Ryan, cause it was cheap. We made sure we weren't gone for more than like 20min. After we got back we found out they already "final called" us. Anyways, dinner was fun. Abbi made a wonderful fairy. We all ate too much and felt like we were gonna throw up. We FINALLY made it back to Angela's after Ryan missed the Adams exit, and then blamed it on me. And then when we were on Big Beaver I tried changing the music and he pulled over and tried to make me get out. We went back to Angela's and hung out for awhile. Abbi and Clare left around 9:30. Ryan and I left around 10:30. Angela took some CUTE pictures on her new phone. Abbi is the most beautiful fairy I've ever seen. <3

(5Reads ** Share) [02 Nov 2004|08:09pm] I'm not going anywhere, staying RIGHT HERE. But that doesn't really mean no Kelsey, Abbi and Angela parties, just no hanging out with Abbi all the time. Which I was kinda looking forward to. But I am glad we're staying, it's probably for the better. <3

(6Reads ** Share) [01 Nov 2004|11:13pm] [ mood | sleepy. ] Wow. Tonight was awesome. Around 8:30 Ryan and Brittany picked me up and we went to the Klines. When we got there everyone was watching some crazy movie, and just talking. After that was over we watched Dawn of the Dead. Wow great movie. I especially liked when Paul screamed. What a kid. Not much of the movie was actually heard cause everyone was talking, but it was great. But I, being the cool kid I am, had to be home at 11. So we left before the end of the movie. So now it is definitely time for me to go to bed. Sweet dreams. <3 Hopefully I'll know by tomorrow night.

( Share) [01 Nov 2004|04:36pm] Ahh. I hate not knowing. I've been patient all weekend, I waited, but still no news. I just want to know now. I'm sick of waiting. Hopefully I will find out soon enough. Abbi's birthday is this weekend, and I do believe I get to see her. At least I hope so. And I hope that I'm going to be seein a lot more of her too :D November means fall and Thanksgiving, along with Thanksgiving comes my birthday. But its still pretty far away. But yay! <3

( Share) Edit. [31 Oct 2004|11:42am] Edit- No Cider Mill.

( Share) [31 Oct 2004|10:48am] [ mood | jubilant. ] What an ever so wonderful weekend I am having! Friday night was good, went out to dinner with Ryan and his family. It was very yummy. We were playing with the chopsticks. Very childish, but it was fun. Went back to Ryan's and watched Idle Hands, and Taking Lives. Came home at 12 and went to bed around 12:30. Yesterday I woke up and laid in bed, and then Jenna called, but Spenser told her I was sleeping. So I got up and called her and we figured everything out for volleyball!!! Went to volleyball from 12-2. Ahh I'm so excited. I really wanna make the team, if I don't I'll be sad. Anyways, after we took Jenna and Dana home and got nailpolish remover to take off my nails. Spent 2 hrs getting the nails off. And then showered and got ready and painted my nails. Ryan came over and we ate dinner. And then hung out here for a little bit, and then we went to Dana's for her party. We left early, and then went to Matt's and ghosted people. It was fun. And then we watched Halloween 5. Went back to Ryan's around 9 and watched the rest of Halloween 5. Ryan like fell asleep so I watched it alone, it was not good. And then An American Werewolf in Paris. Stupid movie. Came home a little after 11:30. Went to bed around 12:30. This morning I woke up to Dunkin Donuts. Mmm Yumm. Then took a shower and now I'm sitting around waiting to see whats goin on today. I GET TO GO TO THE CIDER MILL! AND ITS HALLOWEEN! YIPPEE! Well, I'll update later and let you know how the day goes. :D <3

(3Reads ** Share) [28 Oct 2004|09:07pm] Down in the dumps. That is the only way to describe how I'm feeling right now. Everything is happening so fast, and I don't like it. At all. No one really understands what I'm going through. And most people probably don't think it's a big deal. But try being in my shoes. No one really knows how I feel right now. I won't let this ruin my weekend. <3

(2Reads ** Share) [26 Oct 2004|10:01pm] Comments would be nice. Then I'd actually know people were reading this and I wasn't just updating for no reason. <3

(1Read ** Share) [26 Oct 2004|09:55pm] So apparently I'm a complainer, since I've heard it more than once today. And you know what I have to say to that? If you don't want to hear it, you don'y need to be around me. No one is forcing you to listen. Anyways, Halloween is this weekend and I'm excited :D. Not much has happened that past few days. Spirit week is well, full of spirit. Probably the only week all year I'll pick out all my outfits for the week ahead of time. Powderpuff game tomorrow night, might go, might not, depends on how I'm feeling tomorrow. That's about all for now. Sweet dreams. <3

( Share) Crazy weekend. [24 Oct 2004|09:53pm] This weekend was insane. Friday I came home from school and got ready. Got here and helped made cookies and food for the party. Ryan picked me up around 6:30. We went to his house for Shawn's birthday. Came home around 11. Everyone was showing off their costumes and everything. Went to bed around 12:30. Yesterday I woke up at 10, and about 10 minutes later Heather showed up with Anthony. I showered and cleaned my room, whenever he was napping. Helped out with food, and ran to the store with Colee. Lauren came over around 5 and I painted my nails. Oo Halloween. Heather took us to get dinner and the to her house. We babysat ALL night. Watch 100 Greatest 1 Hit Wonders on VH1 for 3 hrs straight. Went to bed around 12:30. Woke up this morning and it felt like we should have still been asleep. It was so dark in the basement. Tony took us to McDonald's to get breakfast. Came back and ate, talked about the events of the party and then Tony went to work. Heather brought us home. I got ready and figured out what was goin on for today. Went over to Ryan's. We watched Bring it on again and part of Clueless. Then he brought me home and he went to work. Got home and people started showing up for a "left-over party". I did my homework, and watched 10 Things I hate about you. Then I showered and got ready for school tomorrow. Then got ready for bed, and now I'm watching CSI. Tomorrow is Comfy day for spirit week and it's going to L-A-M-E. I'm gonna be lonely. At least I'll be comfy and lonely. Anyways I'm tired. Sweet dreams. <3

(5Reads ** Share) Describe me! [21 Oct 2004|09:40pm] [ mood | grr. ] I need everyone to leave a comment with ONE word that describes me. It would be nice if it was an adjective, ya know? A describing word? Please! Be honest! And the more people agree, the easier this will be on me. :D Thanks much. <3

(2Reads ** Share) Grrr. [21 Oct 2004|08:33pm] [ mood | hopeful. ] [ music | i know. ] I really need to get some things out. So if you don't want to hear about it. Stop reading. No one is forcing you to read this, so please don't complain. So many things have been bothering me lately, but I haven't talked to anyone about it because I don't think I really wanna know what they have to say. Here's a few of the things that have been bothering me. I hate the way you get mad at me for every little thing I do. I hate how you don't talk to me when you're mad at me. And I hate how you don't remember what I did to make you not talk to me, but you still continue not to talk to me. I hate how sometimes you seem like you don't want anything to do with me, and at other times you act like I'm the only person that matters. And I hate how everything that goes wrong is my fault. I hate some of the things you say, even if I know you're joking. I hate all the little things you do that make me cry. And when I do cry, I hate letting you see me. And I hate myself for ever hurting you. And I just want you to know I don't hate you, and I never will.

(2Reads ** Share) Hehe. [17 Oct 2004|08:54pm] [ mood | freezing. ] [ music | mr. mom ] So this weekend was great. Friday night was awesome. Of course. Yesterday was probably the besst Sweetest Day ever. And today was a great end to the weekend. Woke up early and made a wake up call. Got ready and went to Ryan's around 11. We watched about half of A Walk To Remember and then went to Target. I bought some clogs and Ryan got mittens and some things for his car. Then we went back to his house and finished the movie. I ended up crying for most of the end of the movie, and then when it was done I couldn't stop. Apparently it's cause I'm sensitive. Haha. And then I came home and did homework and ate dinner. Now I'm sitting around with nothing to do, freezing. Hope everyone had as good of a weekend as I did! Ahh my room smells like roses! I love it. :D And I love you. <3

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